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it's been awhile.

2010-03-01T17:53:00.003+07:00

hello guyyyyyyyyys~ i'm moving to tumblr. i have it since like when i was in grade 10 but i never really use it as a blog, i only reblogged from other people's blogs and post pictures.
i mean i never really use it to share my today's story in tumblr but i guess it's time to change now (again).

i'm sorry blogger, but you were cool.. it's just well tumblr is kinda cooler than you :(

so click this site!

Shoes!

2010-01-13T18:57:00.003+07:00

so you guys, i ordered these shoes from a friend of my aunt's. the shoes are so cool :)
and now i kinda work with them, you can easily order them - any models, you can just give me a picture of shoes that u wanna order- via me. it's cheap not too expensive :)

anyways i don't sell it internationally though hahaha sorry, i only sell it in Indonesia :) but maybe someday i'll sell it internationally lol.

contact me for more information :) email : xglamourous@hotmail.com

holiday

2009-12-29T20:36:00.000+07:00

Heeeeey you guys, I'm currently on my long holiday!! :) . First of all, merry christmas!! God bless you! I was out of the town for a week to visit my cousin and now I'm at my grandpa's house. My grandparents live in a small town and it's a creepy town for me..because it has a lot of cemeteries and yes it creeps me out. I've been here since 21st december. My grandpa's sick so this year I'm not going to travel around instead I'm just gonna eat n sleep at my grandpa's house... Honestly I really wanna go home and sleep in my own bedroom, I miss my bedroom..I've been away from home since 14th december :(:(... Hm my christmas? Lol it went okay, my grandma and I made a chocolate cake which was delicious..and for new year's plan.. My mom suggested that we should have our new year's eve on the beach and I think it's a great idea, we'll have bbq and stuff on the beach..let's just hope that the weather'll be great because it's rainy season in here, almost everday we have rain :(

Anyways... I really miss my friends :( I really wanna spend new year's eve with them but unfortunately I can't..I'll be back on 6th January which is still like a week more but I really wanna go home and go to school LOL. I miss going to school and seeing my friends/classmates and laughing with them but I don't miss the study-ing thingy tho...who does? Hahha

Hm what else? Oh yeaah when I was in my cousin's , we tried this korean food at Korean House, I really love the bibimbap :):) ..

That's all I guess, I'm done for today..I'm posting through my blackberry and my blackberry is on lowbatt mode :(

Have a good day e'one! Merry Christmas 09 and Happy New Year 2010!! Xoxo
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So are you..

2009-12-13T13:22:00.001+07:00

On this day, you read something that moved you and made you realise there were no more fears to fear. No tears to cry. No head to hang in shame. That every time you thought you’d offended someone, it was all just in your head and really, they love you with all their heart and nothing will ever change that. That everyone and everything lives on inside you. That that doesn’t make any of it any less real.

That soft touches will change you and stay with you longer than hard ones.

That being alone means you’re free. That old lovers miss you and new lovers want you and the one you’re with is the one you’re meant to be with. That the tingles running down your arms are angel feathers and they whisper in your ear, constantly, if you choose to hear them. That everything you want to happen, will happen, if you decide you want it enough. That every time you think a sad thought, you can think a happy one instead.

That you control that completely.

That the people who make you laugh are more beautiful than beautiful people. That you laugh more than you cry. That crying is good for you. That the people you hate wish you would stop and you do too.

That your friends are reflections of the best parts of you. That you are more than the sum total of the things you know and how you react to them. That dancing is sometimes more important than listening to the music.

That the most embarrassing, awkward moments of your life are only remembered by you and no one else. That no one judges you when you walk into a room and all they really want to know, is if you’re judging them. That what you make and what you do with your time is more important than you’ll ever fathom and should be treated as such. That the difference between a job and art is passion. That neither defines who you are. That talking to strangers is how you make friends.

That bad days end but a smile can go around the world. That life contradicts itself, constantly. That that’s why it’s worth living.

That the difference between pain and love is time. That love is only as real as you want it to be. That if you feel good, you look good but it doesn’t always work the other way around.

That the sun will rise each day and it’s up to you each day if you match it. That nothing matters up until this point. That what you decide now, in this moment, will change the future. Forever. That rain is beautiful.

And so are you.

Blogging

2009-12-13T11:02:00.004+07:00

I'm sooo bored right now, i dunno what i should i do to spend the rest of my boring day..
so i've been browsing randomly about anything here's what i found :

Shia Labeouf is always one of my favorite actors :)

these people make me laugh! haha

My current role model : Jane A :)

anyways hm it's boring - typical - sunday.. i can't wait for Christmas's holiday! 2 more days of school and then hello long holiday! my parents and i sitll have no idea where should we go to spend our holiday this year, probably we're going to visit our grandpa because he's sick right now :( i hope he gets well sooooon.

school's been okay i guess, since holiday is coming up i think there'd probably more assignments and homework that our teachers will give us. I can't wait for our "The end of year - Class Party" next week so excited. Sasha and I are responsible for the class decoration which we haven't even started to work on it because we were just too busy,

aww i'm gonna miss all of them during this long holiday :( what a great group of people they are!

Hello, December!

2009-12-03T17:27:00.004+07:00

wow it's December! time does go fast :(

i really can't wait for Christmas and New Year holiday, i have no idea where should i spend my holiday though.. but i really need holiday! hm and new year is coming, well i guess 2009 is the better than 2008, a lot of things happened to me - great & sad things - so i hope 2010 will be much much better hhihi.

Ive been really happy for this 3 months, everything is just great. except school :( i got a really bad score for my math exam -___-", it's because my teacher... he really can't bond with us. I mean we've tried to study, listen to him while he was teaching but still... none of those worked. almost all of my classmates failed. only one person passed and the score wasn't really good either he got C i guess. So if one class failed this doesn't mean there's something wrong with us, this does mean there's something wrong with our teacher. I don't really wanna talk bad things about him. i still respect him but if this is still happening and i don't study hard i really can't even got above F -_-"

Life's been good, i finished my semester one exam for this year even though i know the scores won't be as good as my term score. oh and i haven't seen my old friends for like a month or two i guess huhu i miss theeeeem sooo much :(:( .

that's all i guess , i don't have anything to write anymore so yeah.. have a good day!

the only happy reason why i go to school is those people :)

Lala

2009-11-21T16:44:00.000+07:00

So semester exams is finished and yes I'm free again well at least I don't have to study everyday lol. Anyway my exams scores are kinda bad I guess, well I haven't seen all my scores yet. But I know that I got C on geography -_-" I'm now really good at scientific geographic or whatever haha. And on last thursday I took a lot of pictures with my friends since we finished our exams so we need to do something fun! So that's all I guess and I really can't wait for holidays in December~~
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Tomorrow

2009-11-15T14:04:00.000+07:00

Noooo tomorrow is my semester exams.. Wish me luck you guys.

Tomorrow's Schedule :
Business Studies
Economics
Geography.

Jeeeez I just wanna cry -__-"
God please bless me :(:(
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Huah.

2009-11-10T17:25:00.000+07:00

Noooo my semester exams is coming in 5 days which is next week. And to be honest...I'm not really ready -__-"
This week well this month I think is the busiest month eveerr -_-" too much homeworks and assignments...

Life is pretty normal I guess. Nothing special.. I dunno my life is not interested at all so yeah screw me :(

I'm such in badmood todaaay, I feel like I wanna cry but my tears won't come out...just FYI I'm trying to cry right now :(:(
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Types of Guys

2009-11-04T19:45:00.002+07:00

1. MR. FOREIGN GUY

Advantages
a. He comes from a faraway exotic country
b. Fun and exciting or a unique way of seeing the world

c. mysterious je ne sais quoi that allures you
d. Has your back, will fight and protect you
e. his accent

Disadvantages
a. Usually drinks and smokes too much
b. Won’t be around for that long
c. Foreign men are very demanding, it’s in their nature; they are best left to deal with foreign women.
d. his accent

2. MR. SOCIAL BUM

Advantages
a. He’s always the life of the party
b. You’ll laugh a lot and learn how to go with the flow and let things slide
c. He will always make you laugh
d. He’s spontaneous and you’ll never get bored

Disadvantages
a. He loves to be the center of attention
b. He has to be at every single party
c. When you meet, he tells you of his goals in life and the steps he’s taking to achieve them. But several months pass, and he’s still on the exact same step as when you met him
d. You stay in the relationship longer and then find out he’s actually Mr. My Name Is Dick, I Am Unemployed and I Live with My Parents.

3. MR. METRO

Advantages
a. Can get you and your friends on the guest list at all the parties and all the hookups
b. He’s spontaneous and lives for the moment
c. He dresses nice all the time with perfect hair
d. He knows how to look good in pictures

Disadvantages
a. You don’t know if he`s gay, straight or bi
b. Seems flighty when you speak of a solid commitment, they’re not interested in you, except for what you provide for them.
c. He’s unable to compliment you because he’s too busy asking how he looks
d. Women first discovered their reflection in Roman times by looking in the still water of a pond, thus we lay our claim to the mirror. Mirrors are for women

4. MR. BOSS

Advantages
a. He looks like he came out of a GQ magazine
b. He has a lifetime of experience to share which will likely keep you on your toes
c. He is assertive in public, and gives off an aura of power and control
d. He’ll show you how to see life in a different way

Disadvantages
a. He has a huge ego and he’s condescending.
b. He’s used to bossing people around, and you’re not an exception
d. He comes home at 3:00 am and says he was out with his company
e. He probably has a crazy ex-wife, and two kids of whom he’s trying to get custody - but she won’t let them go, not because she loves them, but because they’re her controlling force to make his life miserable for not wanting her.

5. MR. FIX IT

Advantages
a. Everything breaks, and he’s there to fix it
b. He comes in every shape, size and educational background
c. He always has to stay busy. They are inherently hard workers.
d. He is responsible, organized, and loyal.

Disadvantages
a. His favorite pastime is correcting you
b. Their favorite saying is, “Well, that’s not how I would do it.”
c. You try living with someone who always thinks he’s right! And the real sick part is 99 times out of 100, he is.
d. When or if he runs out of things to fix in his own life, he tends to poke around in the lives of others to pull out his “tool kit”

6. MR. WOMANIZER/CASANOVA

Advantages
a. He will take you out in the beginning and charm you like no other
b. Constantly brings you flowers and chocolate and lighting candles during dinner
c. Compliments you all the time
d. He is a pro at wining and dining.

Disadvantages
a. Once he attaches himself, flattery and humor can be used to manipulate
b. When you try to tell others what you’re experiencing later on, they often don’t believe “such a great guy” could do such a bad thing
c. Once you catch on to his charming façade, it can be maddening to see him charm the pants off of others.
d. These men are a lot like fast food; they are convenient and tasty at first but you can’t have a steady diet of them.

7. MR. TOO NICE

Advantages
a. He holds open the door for you, pulls out your chair, and treats you like a queen
b. He always asks you out with reasonable notice and picks you up at your door
c. He will do anything for you, literally.
d. He’s extremely attentive, catering to your every need and desire

Disadvantages
a. He’s too predictable and has no opinion, everything you say he has to agree with.
b. He’s too passive
c. He won’t stay a nice guy forever; if he gets hurt by a man-eater, he’ll resort to becoming #10

8. MR. INTELLECTUAL

Advantages
a. He instigates conversations that are intellectually stimulating and listens to what you have to say in response
b. He makes you laugh with his clever sense of humor
c. These men have money or prestige or power, or all three, which makes them look very good from the outside

Disadvantages
a. He tends to use mind games as tools of control that go completely unnoticed by others, who are too busy admiring his new car
b. Usually intellectual men are judgmental and see if you can match up to them
c. When he takes a woman out, he makes her feel like she’s in debate class rather than on a date

9. MR. ROMANTIC

Advantages
a. When you meet, everything about him makes you swoon
b. He’s just the kind of man you’d love to flaunt, making all your girlfriends, and even the girls you don’t know, jealous. And you get treated like a princess
c. He’s everything you could hope for in a man

Disadvantages
a. They will come on strong but lose momentum in the long haul as the reality of a relationship sets in
b. You always feel like you’re competing for his attention with everyone else.
c. He’s always on the lookout for a better catch.
d. As soon as things become rocky, he jets.

10. MR. BAD BOY

Advantages
a. Will tell you the truth - that you`re not the only one
b. Goes where the wind takes him, and the wind usually takes him on some kind of awesome adventure
c. The bad boy spirit adds an element of youthfulness to the relationship and you’ll love to try taming him - although you knows you’ll never actually succeed.
d. Every woman wants a bit of a rebel (within reason, of course)

Disadvantages
a. He doesn`t acknowledge you in public, especially if there’s women around
b. Generally he is a punk (won`t stand up for anything)
c. They contradict themselves in the same sentence, and characteristically have an indirect and inappropriate way of expressing hostility that’s hidden under the guises of innocence
d. He will habitually send mixed messages in order to string you along.

11. MR. BEST FRIEND

Advantages
a. He`s your best friend, you tell each other everything; you get along very, very well
b. He’ll give you advice when you and your man are having problems and fights
c. He’s genuinely glad to see you and interested in hearing about your day.
d. Sweet and caring with a good sense of humor

Disadvantages
a. You don’t want to ruin such a great friendship so you don’t even attempt anything
b. If you end up finding out that he likes you, things become awkward for you both.

12. MR. RIGHT

Advantages
a. He’s handsome and intelligent.
b. He is intellectual, brilliant, and capable of taking you there mentally and emotionally
c. He will love you even when you are not lovable
d. He says all the right things at all the right times.
e. He acknowledges his faults and strives to be a better man
f. He understands a relationship is built on a 200% quota - 100% him and 100% you
g. He’s the kind of man who appreciates you, even for the little things.
h. He is a true best friend and everything you ever wanted in a man
i. He’ll buy you flowers and sentimental cards, just because.
j. He can dress - knows the difference between formal, semi-formal, professional, business casual, casual
h. He loves his mother

Disadvantages
a. Only found in old school Disney movies.

So um the type of guy i like, well he's not really like those types. he's like :

1. MR. FOREIGN GUY

nope, he's none like mr foreign guy.

2. MR. SOCIAL BUM

Advantages

b. You’ll laugh a lot and learn how to go with the flow and let things slide
c. He will always make you laugh
d. He’s spontaneous and you’ll never get bored

3. MR. METRO

Advantages

b. He’s spontaneous and lives for the moment
c. He dresses nice all the time with perfect hair
d. He knows how to look good in pictures

4. MR. BOSS
thanks god he's not bossy

5. MR. FIX IT
nope, he's no mr fix it!

6. MR. WOMANIZER/CASANOVA
thanks god, he's no mr womanizer

7. MR. TOO NICE

nope, but i don't really like guys who are too nice.

8. MR. INTELLECTUAL

Advantages
c. These men have money or prestige or power, or all three, which makes them look very good from the outside

9. MR. ROMANTIC

Advantages
a. When you meet, everything about him makes you swoon
b. He’s just the kind of man you’d love to flaunt, making all your girlfriends, and even the girls you don’t know, jealous. And you get treated like a princess
c. He’s everything you could hope for in a man

10. MR. BAD BOY

he's not a bad boy

11. MR. BEST FRIEND

Advantages
c. He’s genuinely glad to see you and interested in hearing about your day.
d. Sweet and caring with a good sense of humor

12. MR. RIGHT

Advantages
a. He’s handsome and intelligent.
b. He is intellectual, brilliant, and capable of taking you there mentally and emotionally
e. He acknowledges his faults and strives to be a better man

Exhausted

2009-11-03T16:24:00.000+07:00

Gooosh my semester exams is coming in 2 weeks frm now -__-" I'm really worried about my self, could I pass all subjects?? I guess I couldn't because honestly I suck at math so I don't think that I'll pass math I just hope that I'll get good scores on other subjects. So um last week my school had this tradtional costume day it was on last wednesday, because I'm indonesian so I wore batik but it was really cool that some of the students really wore their traditional costumes, some wore hanbok(korean traditional's costume), kimonos & etc. We had some free time on few subjects haha I love free time at school :)

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22.41pm

2009-10-25T22:41:00.000+07:00

Soo tomorrow is monday which means going back to school again :(:( my weekend wasn't that great. I didn't go anywhere because the weather was really bad so zzz I wish I went out with jojo, rere and elsa yesterday so I could've feel the fun. Oh yeah about tomorrow hm geeeeez honestly if I could skip one day from school I'd do that no I'd take 3 days off so I could sleep and take some rest huah. My semester exam is comin up I have 2 weeks to catch up all the subjects that I still don't understand.

My life well it's okay I guess except that my life is currently flat.. Hm oh ya today I was browsing universities randomly and I got confused about what course/major should I take. I want Business but what I really want the most is Fashion but not in designing though cos I can't sew haha I want like Fashion Business or Fashion Stylist I mean that'd be great for me because honestly I don't wanna do something that I hate/ don't like (well who does right!) But still I haven't found what's the best for me (yet) haha.

That's all I guess
Niteee, xoxo ♥♥♥ !!
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Heey

2009-10-23T11:55:00.000+07:00

Yaay it worked! I guess now I'm just gonna post things through my blog via my blackberry.. Anyway I'm pretty busy these days. School makes and drives me crazy -_-" a lot of tests, assignments and homeworks oh also projects -__- I haven't got the right time to hangout with my friends because hell I'm so bussssy but hey my life's been pretty good or should I say that I haven't been happy like now :):)

Hm what should we talk about hmm no ideas -__-" oooh and I really really wannaaa watch "Paranormal Activity" I heard it's the scariest horror movie ever..wwoow really can't wait to see it in here

Anyways these pictures that I took the other day when my friends and I were really bored
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Testing

2009-10-22T21:31:00.000+07:00

So I'm posting from my blackberry.. Just wanna check it out if it works or doesn't.
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well

2009-10-16T20:12:00.004+07:00

Hey it's friday and it's 8.13 pm here, and i have nothing to do besides i just finished my first fashion sketch ever,

it's not really that good right? i mean i made the dress simple and it's barbie-ish (since it was my first time, i could only think about my barbie dolls :) ) oh and i'm not really good at drawing shoes :(:(

ive been wanted to become a fashion designer since i was like in junior high school but till now i haven't got a chance to learn properly at fashion school because as you know that i'm still in high school and i'm so busy with those school stuff thingy so i did a little research and ive tried a few times to draw fashion sketch, i also failed several times. today when i was so bored i got this thing came into my mind, that i wanna draw something about clothes. then bam drawing drawing haha. i know the sketch isn't very good but hey i was a first timer :):)

anyways my life's pretty been good. i mean well i could say i'm happier these days :) some of you might know why lol. and i really wanna buy a puppy but my dad won't allow it :(:( so saad.

todayy

2009-10-09T21:21:00.000+07:00

i got my mid-term report, it wasn't that bad though. My teacher said that i'm a B student which is okaaay because i think last year i was C student haha, seriously though i was failed on Chemistry but this 2nd year of high school is just amazing! the subjects aren't that difficult because now i'm in social class :) and well i have a crush on someone which makes my days get better and better even though there are ups and downs. well i guess that's all for todaaaaay, today my life is just .. so-so haha nothing specials just an ordinary day.

oh anyways, ive finished watching FRIENDS froms season 1-10 well it was like a few months ago. and it was realllyyyyyyyy greaaat. i love that tv shows so much and i love Joey and Chandler! :)

Oct 1st , My birthday

2009-10-09T20:59:00.002+07:00

So on 1st oct morning, my friends threw a birthday surprise for me. it was like 9 am in the morning when they came into my house and woke me up.. yess i was still sleeeeeeeeeeeeping and then my friends woke me up and sang me a happy birthday. it was really great and touching hahah :D

i'm 16 now, well in my country 16 isn't "sweet sixteen". "Sweet sixteen" comes when we're 17 and we called it "sweet 17" so this year i didn't make a big birthday party. I just had a karaoke and lunch with my friends but it was amazing.

really thank you guys, Jojo P , Dita Dp, Elsa L, Tiffany M, Dee W , Dita Ayu A, Josephine C! i love you guys so much xox

(we were so crazy about those guys, wo ai f4, ta men hen ke ai!!LOL)

My birthday is tomorrow :)

2009-09-30T20:25:00.001+07:00

i'm soooooooooooo excited!!!!

what should i get for presents? i have no ideas.

holidayssssss

2009-09-19T16:41:00.002+07:00

horaaay no more school till 5 oct :D

i'm excited yet sad becaaause i dunno, i mean going to school on mondays it makes me feel like "blah i don't wanna go to school" but when class starts, i'll be like "hahah this is totally fun! i wanna go home but hey school's fun". and i dunno where i'm gonna spend the rest of my holiday.

honestly i really wanna go to South Korea or Taiwan, well South Korea because i'm on korean drama fever right now hahaha! Taiwan, let's just say i can speak chinese a little bit and i wanna practice in there.

and i really can't wait for my birthday!!!!! hihiy i'm 15 going on 16 lalala~

love

2009-08-25T19:55:00.003+07:00

Carl and Ellie. I love their relationship. I wish I’d have the same with my future husband.

in Bahasa Indonesia (Indonesian Language)

2009-08-22T22:06:00.002+07:00

lagi malas post pake bahasa inggris, dan bahasa inggris gue juga ga bagus-bagus amat jadi yaah gitu lah~ gue udah ngejalananin puasa hari ini dan ngga batal hihihi, emang sih sempet bosen jg di rumah cuma tidur-tiduran, online, maen the sims 3, ntn dvd. akhirnya pas jam 5 gue buka fb trus main barn buddy & yoville, eh ternyata jam laptop gue kecepetan 1 jam pas jam 6 itu ke set jam 5 hahaha, jadi pas nyokab gue teriak2 udah buka gue syok sendiri "kok jam 5 udah buka sih?" hahah ngga taunya gue yg salah setting jam.

terus kemaren si dennis ngajakin gue buat jadi panitia acara sekolah, honestly gue sih bingung pengen ikut apa ngga, soalnya gue tau intinya gue harus kerja serius! dan setelah berpikir-pikir seharian gue rasa emang perlu kali ye gue ikutan acara begini biar tau rasanya kerja serius bareng temen2 yah walaupun ini gue agak anggap kaya semester project gitu haha jadi gue emang harus kerja kalo ngga hasilnya jelek. jadi gue decided gue ikut panitia, dan gue jg ngajakin beberapa orang yang kalo gue blg sih bisa aja jadi panitia.. tp semua keputusan i think it's all on dennis's hands (Y) jadi kalo emang gue ga jadi panitia sih ga papa at least gue udah bantu2 awalnya ahahahaha.

anyways, gue pernah berharap kalo semoga pas gue kelas 2 sma bakal jadi tahun yang menyenangkan dan emang loh ternyata tuhan baeeeek banget! dia udah mulai bikin tahun ini mulai menyenangkan! dan semoga tahun kedepannya juga sama kaya gini..

love life? hmm au ah hahaha, baik baik aja kok. still single but happy :) dan i got a crush on someone. semoga yang ini ga kaya yg dulu, baik2 tapi.....ZZZZ, udah deh gue ga mau bahas kejelekan dia dulu haha lagian skrg dia dan gue bagaikan alam nyata dan gaib kali ye hahahhaha jadi ya udahlah gue jg udh 100% over him. dan yg sekarang, orangnya let's just say he's nice and sweet.

sebenernya gue lagi badmood sih..pengen ceritaaaa tp ngga tahu ke siapa deh ih...

2009-08-21T16:19:00.002+07:00

you just see right through me, but if you only knew me.. we could be a beautiful, miracle, unbelievable instead of just invisible

that's all

2009-08-21T16:17:00.000+07:00

i love you, that's all.

soooo

2009-08-21T16:14:00.003+07:00

i haven't updated for ages in my blogspot, so anyway life's been pretty amazing. i have a crush on someone :) and it makes me excited for being in this complicated & confusing life.

my new class turns out to be a really fun class, they're just so funny & outgoing people.

and ive been doing really great, its just i miss my old friends :(:( i wanna meet all of them.

so this is movies try to potray ( a love letter )

2009-07-18T19:43:00.002+07:00

Right now I’m watching you sleep, and you’re beautiful, in your own way. Your little twitches as your body tried to resist resting, the quiet snores that come every fourth breath or so, it both relaxes me and makes me feel uneasy. I want to hold you, but holding you at this point means I want to stay, and really, that’s one of the last things I want. You’re not that great for me, especially right now in my life. Why? Because you don’t know how to love someone. And this isn’t saying I do, I’m younger than you are. But… I don’t think you’ve been through enough heartbreak to really understand the feeling of loving someone versus literally being ripped apart by someone you are supposed to love. I want you around when I’m done growing up. Assuming that you have grown up too, I think that we could be good together, but years down the line. In the mean time I feel so repressed from everything that I feel I have no choice but to grow into who you want me to be. This is what parents do. You are not my parent… Don’t trap me, please. I want you to come up to me and tell me what you already know. You’re holding me back. Let me go. I want to come back and see that silent face sleeping, but right now I can’t touch it for fear of falling in love with you all over again. Please stop confusing me by being so wonderful for my future self.

2009-07-18T19:40:00.001+07:00

i want to make those cupcakes!!!

hes so cute ! lol

so

2009-07-18T19:26:00.003+07:00

school started on last friday, it was okay (even tho i'm not in the same class with my other friends but everything went fine). time goes really really fast these days.. i mean i feel like i just finished middle school and now i'm starting to finish high school..but i really can't wait to graduate and go to college and also be an adult lol.

and yesterday, there was bombings in 2 hotels (Jw Marriot & Ritz Carlton) in Jakarta which shocked me. whats wrong with terrorists these days? what's the benefit of killing your self (and other innocent people) with a bomb? the last terrorists who bombed Bali said that when they did that they believe they'll go to heaven because they killed non-muslim people. well hellooooooo, even if you were christian, hindu, buddha, confucian we all know that killing is one of big sins and also killing our selves is a big sin too. so why would they do such horrible things???????

do their brains work? oh i guess their brains work but only because they can made a bomb!

i hope they all go to hell.

hmm

2009-07-13T15:38:00.002+07:00

sooo bored, i have nothing to do right now.. and dunno what should i do to spend this day.

ive watched a lot of dvds and those makes me pretty tired and touched. why? have u ever seen asian drama series? well it just makes me think, why in asian dramas (mostly).. there is always a girl (usually poor, good girl, smart, tough, easily touched by cute/sweet things) and a boy (who usually super-duper rich, handsome, tall, like a perfect guy, a bit mean) and they fall in love, but there is always a problem for them, like the boy parents don't agree on their relationship and then stuff happens but in the end they will be together.

i'm pretty touched because usually boys in those drama series(esp main characters) are really royal to their girlfriends, they won't give up, they usually say sweet things, they try their best to keep their girls, they judge their girls by the girls personalities, they don't judge by their appearances.

in real life, i don't really think that i'll find those guys easily. it's really really hard to find those kind of guys. but i wish someday i'll find one of them. gosh life is such a hard work isn't it?

geeez i'm sooo bored right nowww..

Goodbye Michael Jackson.

2009-07-08T01:03:00.005+07:00

(Sorry the pict is in bad quality i took it with my sidekick 08 zzz)

I wasn't Michael Jackson's biggest fan, but i do love his songs and his dances. and i can't believe he's gone now, i mean before his death few weeks ago i was just reading about him went back to LA and then on 26th june morning my mom told me that Michael Jackson passed away, and i was like "no way?! are u lying,mom? i was just readin about him went to LA and will have a concert..wow that's shocking" and yes it's true, King of Pop now will be rest in peace and will have a rest for loooooong days or eternity time.. he might be already gone but he's still in our hearts and he's still the King of Pop and The Legend. RIP Michael Jackson, God bless you always...

and FYI, I'm watching Michael Jackson's Funeral on CNN and it makes me wanna cry..it's just so saaaad..

randomly.

2009-07-06T00:11:00.000+07:00

i adore them :)

2009-07-02T23:20:00.000+07:00

true

Happy Birthday

2009-07-02T23:05:00.004+07:00

Lindsay Lohan

i don't care what media says about her, i love her, her style is awesome and i love her hair :) and also ive been one of her fans since i was 9 y.o haha so yeah whatevs.

2009-07-02T23:02:00.002+07:00

i just love her, she has an amazing styles on skins.

okay.

2009-07-02T22:43:00.002+07:00

i'm on school vacation and it's been 2 weeks. i actually don't think that i'll go somewhere to spend the rest of my vacation. i mean i got sick last week, i had fever but i'm pretty sure i'm fine now..

my life is okay and just plain ok. there's nothing news and fun things that come into my life (yet). i dunno, i feel like i wanna go to school and meet my friends. i mean i always get excited when it comes to "the first day of school" but when the second day starts i'm pretty sure i'll be like "well, i'm too lazy to go to school.. i wanna sleeeep" haha true story lol. hm yesterday was my best friend's birthday, fasya. we went to junior high school together,we were jhs bestie hehe. and guess what i made a cake for her and she said it was delicious haha i think i have a talent in cooking and i love baking cup cakes.

oh yeah i just dyed my hair yesterday, it's cool haha. when sunlight shines my hair, my hair'll be like light brown-ish hihi.

that's all i guess for my pretty boring life.

kisses

2009-06-24T15:14:00.003+07:00

truths.

2009-06-22T14:14:00.002+07:00

1. you are alive. people are being diagnosed with fatal diseases, being hit by cars, starving to death every mintue. you are alive. you likely do not have two months or two weeks to live but a beautiful stretch of time, go do something with it! be happy!

2. you will die. It’s hard to believe, right? but it is true. our days are limited. don’t waste them.

3. kindness doesn’t take anything from you, but it gives so much. seriously, kindness to others is pretty much always good. stop trying to think of an exception and being so cynical.

4. we don’t get time back.

5. sometimes being on the computer depresses me, but it’s like a drug. I know I should quit but it keeps pulling me in.

6. everyone has a story that is tragic, that is beautiful, that is good enough to be a work of fiction.

7. people aren’t so different after all.

i know i'll.

2009-06-22T12:39:00.002+07:00

Part of me will always love you..

But it's okay because

I let you go a long time ago

I hope you'll have a great life.

i know i will

hello again.

2009-06-22T12:17:00.003+07:00

on 17th -18th june, i went to Bandung with jojo, els, rere, sarah,kikim, dita dp, and tita.

it was really fun. but too bad tita couldn't stay with us so she went home on 17th june.

and while we were hanging out in Rumah Kopi (House of Coffee), a fortune/tarot reader came to us and asked us who wants their fortune to be read..so Rere, Jojo and I told him that we want to try.

Well about me, he said that i'll be successful in my own business and it'll makes a lot of money (woow haha) and about my love life.. he said that i'll have 2 boyfriends in 2010 but one of them, our relationship doesn't work so well so we might break up sooner than we thought. and the second one will be more serious and we'll have a pretty long relationship.

haha it was fun to know about my future life, i mean i know it'll happens like 50% not 100% tho but it was really fun hahaha.

it was great.

2009-06-14T18:48:00.002+07:00

last friday, i went to see my old friends hihi.. i missed them so much :). like usual we hung out together and had dinner together.. oh yeah i'm on holidays now hihi means i can sleep and wake as long as i want to haha.

and um my old friends and i have this exciting plan, that we're gonna go to Bandung for 2 days on wednesday..well thinking about it makes me nervous haha really, so anywaay i'm currently watching a tv show called "Charmed" bet you all know about that tv show haha, i know it's 1999s tv show but in that year i was hmm 6 years i guess, so i didn't know about it plus if i knew i wouldn't understand it at all lol :)

i'm sooo bored right now -__- i really want to buy a dry shampooooo.. i'll buy it tmrrw i guess.

anyway that's all i guess, have a good day.

farewell party.

2009-06-08T20:02:00.002+07:00

so last friday, my class had a farewell party. it was good, first we went to play golf and after that had formal dinner with some teachers at Jessica's house. well the first plan was, we were gonna book a president suite in a hotel, but it turned out that some of my friends couldn't attend if we had the dinner in the hotel. so we decided to have dinner in jessica's house and it was great.

holidays is coming which makes me feel HORAY haha.

iLike

2009-06-04T19:25:00.002+07:00

look a little closer

2009-06-04T19:21:00.002+07:00

if you look a little closer, you'll see that if a person believes that life is terrible,
they’ll constantly look for proof of this, to confirm their view of the world. They’ll find quotes and situations and events in their life and magnify them a hundred times. If a person believes that life is wonderful, they’ll look for the corresponding signage and behave
in a similar manner to the previous person with their view of the world. Often, this is the same person on different days of the week.

thanks god.

2009-05-31T18:24:00.004+07:00

yay i passed my semester exams, i'm sooo grateful. time is sooo fast.. i mean last year i was a new student in my high school, i was a new high school student now i'm in my second year of high school (well not yet exactly, will be on 16 july haha lol) and besides that i have a loong holiday starts from 12 june till 15 july hihi.

i'm not really sure where will i spend my holiday tho but i hope it'll be fun.
and ive been thinking, instead of wasting my parents money on this holiday. i really wanna go to Esmod Fashion School for short courses but i don't know and haven't told my dad yet.

oh yeah and last friday night, i went out with Jojo and Elsa. But Jojo had to go to a dance course sooner, so there were only elsa and I. we got bored for awhile then we decided to take a lot of pictures on photobooth.

then my mom called me, she said i have to go to school right away. well last friday my school had this parents-teachers meeting, mostly they talked about what'll school gives for us in the future and stuff, but i thought it was only for our parents i didn't know that i have to come too. so it was around 7.30 pm my mom called and asked me to go to school.

i went with Elsa to my school and well yeah i met my friends , and yknow what. at that time our school was giving out an important information about our final exams and i didn't know at all. but luckily i passed :) so it was good.

that's all i guess for todaay, i'll be writting soon.

elsa and I

meh, els, and jojo

you know..

2009-05-27T15:51:00.003+07:00

there's a person, someone i knew.. well let's just say this person is a friend of mine and lets just call this person, B.

i haven't known B like for so long, but when the first time we talked, i knew we could be best friend. and yes we are friends but not best friends i guess, why? because, B's acts around me makes me think that we're not best friends. and i'm so tired of B..

i'm trying to keep the friendship works but it seems, it doesn't and won't work at all.
no i don't mean to be rude (and hey this is my blog, i write what i want). well B never tells me anything about B's life. at first i could understand, but as time goes..this is getting annoying.

i love people who tell their life stories with me, even tho i may not be a good listener but i do care about it. so tell me, tell me about your life.. just don't talk to me about few things that in fact i'm not really good at those few things.

i'm really sorry if this offenses you, but i hope you'd understand or at least know what i meant from this.
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Back to this wednesday

Today was fine, i went to school like usual.. it was fun but i was in badmood today. oh yeah ive been texting my friend, Fasya. Honestly i miss her so muchhh and also ive been asking some advices from her haha~ OH YAA! i haven't seen her for like ages, gosh..HELLOOO we're JHS's bestie haha. maybe because we've been so busy these days so we haven't got a chance to meet yet. but we're planning to hangout together this week on friday and i've asked some of my friends to go out with us. Elsa told me that she's gonna come but i don't know about the others. i sent txt msg to Rere but she hasn't replied ( i just remember that she doesn't have any credits on her cellphone haha) and i hope Elsa has asked jojo already because as ive told u i just bought a new cellphone which means new number so i lost some of my friends's numbers, but do u wanna hear the stupidest thing about me?

well yesterday i said hi to Jojo on MSN, i told her about my new number BUT i forgot to ask her number haha.

anyway that's all i guess, and i'm really looking forward to finish up my first year on high school.

updated

2009-05-25T16:59:00.002+07:00

yes i finished my semester exams, well i'm glad that i didn't fail on math haha, but i'm worried about my chemistry re-test. why re-test? because, one student in my school cheated and got caught.. so we have to take the re-test.

anyway i just got my new sidekick 2008 hihi it's cool :) loves it. really really thanks to my dad, he's the best :) love you dad~ hihi.

and gossh i really wanna hangout with my old friends and i want holidaysssssssssss

so i can sleep and come home late lol

that's all i guess, i'm not really good.. but i'm fine, just i always get dizzy every morning.. well i guess it's normal isn't it?

Lindsay Lohan.

2009-05-14T16:42:00.002+07:00

"Life is full risks anyway, why not take them?"

- Lindsay Lohan-

Todaay

2009-05-12T17:16:00.003+07:00

well today was fun :) , my physics and chemistry teacher didn't come to our class so it was a free time for us. and theen my friends and i decided to take pictures on my macbook hihi it was fun really , but these 3 weeks i've been really really busy, school makes me wanna die!

and gosh i want Lindsay Lohan's hair, it's so cool! hahahah

anyway i'm just gonna put few of our picts (my friends and I) that we took earlier today hihi :)

and that's why i love my classmates ♥♥♥♥

Quickie.

2009-05-10T09:54:00.002+07:00

just a quick post.

Last night i just watched "Awake" movie. and Hayden Christensen was hot and ridiculously good looking.

and the movie was great too.

so that's all i guess, now i'm heading up to jessi's place :) see ya!

Rachel is the most luckiest girl on earth hahaha

yknow..

2009-05-06T21:42:00.005+07:00

if you don't wanna tell some things to me, that's probably fine. but i won't tell you some things either.

I'm still confused about who i really am. i mean i know that i can't stand people who pretend to be someone else. i know that i'm not really good at math chemist and physics. i know that someday i'll and promise will make my parents proud of me.

i know that i have bunch of friends but a few close friends. i know that i want a true best friend. i know that my life isn't even near perfect.

but i really wanna find more about me, know myself better than any counselors in the whole world. but when exactly will i know or find who i really am? well some people said that i'll know or find who i really am when i reach 20 something because 15 y.o girls feel like there is nothing to figure out..

but once again, this is only from my opinion.. well maybe somewhere there are a lot of 15 y.o girls who know themselves and congrats with that :D

currently happy and tired.

2009-05-05T18:43:00.001+07:00

oh gosh, i'm getting a new sidekick next week :) yeepeee~

i'm still in doubts though, should i buy the sk 3 or the sk 2008/gecko? i want both hahaha, lol.

nah probably if sk 2008 is below my price range i'll buy it. haha yesssss now i'm saving my money for college. (JK!)

haha.

Anyway i'm so tireeeeeeeeeeed

wanna sleep for 2 days straight!.

hello.

2009-04-30T20:07:00.004+07:00

first of all, i just wanna to let you know that my PC's keyboard is broken -_- so i can't upload my part 2 story on fictionpress.com. and my macbook's microsoft word sucks. it's already expired , bummer!

so anyway my friends and i were really bored in chemistry class today, so we just took pictures haha. Oh and i'm gonna MISS them so much, the first year of high school is almost finish and i'm gonna miss it too.

time is so fast these days... kinda exciting though hahha.

that's all for today, i got so many assignments that due tmrrw. so i'm just gonna work my butt on papers..gosh i'm so tired.

today.

2009-04-28T18:01:00.002+07:00

haha guess what guys? i got an F on my math quiz that i told you on the last post. it was so hard..

but anyway move on.

since my final exams is coming soon, i can't hangout with my friends these 2 weeks i guess..i just wanna finish school and go to college, i think i'll have more fun in college and i'll be an adult which means, living on my own! no parents haha :D

and hm i lost my "PS I love you" DVD maybe i'll find it later on but i really wanna watch it, when i was wacthing that movie for the first time, i cried :(.

i wanna see these :

and this

rush week.

2009-04-27T19:06:00.002+07:00

i'm exhausted... geez today i had Mathematic worksheet/quiz which was soooooo difficult. Mr Adi only gave us 2 questions. but with "soal beranak" HAHA. i mean like 1a 1b 1c 2a 2b 2c zzzzz. and you know what, i couldn't do it. and i left my paper blank on the second page. HAHAHA. because i didn't know what to do. i tried tried and tried till my brain wanted to explode... and the time wasn't enough too.

he gave us only one period to do that worksheet. the topic was about 3 dimensions something i couldn't even remember...oh yeah isn't that ironic, that last week i got good scores on my last math test but just today i'm not pretty sure i'll get a "D" or 40 on my math test. i think i'll get an F.

and anyway my final exams is coming SOON like yeah SOON... some of my teachers said it could be on 18 may and some of my friends said 2 weeks more and bummer! i'll have my final exams.

well just wish me luck so i can pass and go to grade 11 :)

Oh geez, JC just sent me a text message. she said that "Atas"-not his real name, JC's crush- will probably move to another school when he finishes grade 11. that's just sad isn't it? too bad...

And God, i need a rest. doesn't mean i wanna rest forever LOL. i just wanna have a day off from school.

badly

2009-04-21T17:24:00.004+07:00

i wanna live in an apartment so badly!

this would probably be my bedroom.

and this would be my work room/study room.

it would be great wouldn't it? :) -- haha i wish that my dad'll buy me an Apartment on my 16 bday. LOL

Oh today

2009-04-20T21:15:00.004+07:00

well today wasn't as bad as i thought, something happend to me, not a big deal and unnecessary though but still pretty interesting and funny.

no i'm not gonna tell you what happend to me hahah sorry lol. it was just embarrasing and funny but sweet haha.

well i have this kind of feelings these days, you know like there's something missing and i didn't know what. so i kept figuring it out and found it! it's because he's gone, he is changed, he left, he turned out to be something i didn't expect on him. i mean he was great, he was sweet, he was everything that boys mostly don't wanna show their real personality to girls at first. he didn't care what people talk about him/me or us. we were just flowing...

till one day he left, he just left..even tho i had a chance to say goodbye and he called me a few times before he left. but once again he just left...

i wish he were still as he used to be.

goodbye then. at least we had fun :) so i'm just gonna move on :)

and i feel relieved that i found it sooner than i thought. it just makes me feel like "well okay, you're gone. and hello world"

oh by the way, i want macbook pro, my macbook sucks, a few applications have expired zz i wanna upgrade them but i don't have the money yet. it'll cost like $100 or more.i just wanna save my money to upgrade my PC so i'll be able to play the sims 3 on june! hahah (sorry daddy, i'm asking too much from you so sorry i know i'm such a brat. LOL)

anyway.

2009-04-19T17:56:00.003+07:00

i'm bored with my life right now, nothing exciting. no new things come up..

and gosh, i have homeworks due on monday and still haven't finished it yet.

instead i found this quote from buffy the vampire slayer, and it's soooo sweeeet. - don't know why i just love sweet/cute/sad/touching/romance stuff this moment-

-You listen to me. I've been a live a bit longer than you, and dead a lot longer than that. I've seen things you couldn't imagine, and done things I prefer you didn't. Don't exactly have a reputation for being a thinker. I've only my blood, which doesn't exactly rush in the direction of my brain, so I make a lot of mistakes, a lot of wrong, bloody calls. A hundred plus years, and there's only one thing I've ever been sure of -- you. Hey, look at me. I'm not asking you for anything. When I say I love you, it's not because I want you, or because I can't have you, and it has nothing to do with me. I love what you are. What you do. How you try. I've seen your kindness and your strength. I've seen the best and the worst of you, and I understand with perfect clarity exactly what you are. You are a hell of a woman. You're the one, Buffy.-

-Spike (James Marsters on Buffy The Vampire Slayer)

that's just soooo sweet! and oh yeah, happy birthday to my mom, it was on 14th actually but i really wanna buy her a present! but you know right now i'm soo busy with school activities. i'll buy her something but i don't know exactly when.

anywaaaay since some of my friends are doing the survey thingy that my english teacher asked us to make one, so i guess i'm just gonna work on that thing too.

so, arrivederci!

this is sooooooo romantic.

2009-04-15T17:22:00.003+07:00

sooooooo sweeet,well what can i say? James Marsters back in buffy years was hot and funny!

gosh

2009-04-14T20:12:00.002+07:00

anyway i'm back with my life now, well my school life. i don't hate my friends at my school , i just hate the school life things tho haha if u know what i mean lol.

and ive finished watching buffy the vampire slayer season 7 haha pretty fast huh? well i guess that's just how i roll in lmao, the end was great but really really really realllyyyyy SAAAD, i hate when they decided that spike has to be DEAD. urgh, he's totally the best vampire ever created on the screen play and the 2nd is you know who, David Boneaz or Angel haha.

god i wish they'd make the season 8. but i guess they won't.

Gosh i haven't worked on my journal yet, and it dues tmrrw. shit.

Happy Friday

2009-04-11T13:03:00.004+07:00

Yesterday was great. Elsa and I went to pim( a mall for those who don't know). and yeah it was just both of us, the other weren't in town. most of them were out of the town.

so there were both of us, we had lunch together and watched a movie, an indonesian horror movie called "Mati Suri" haha it was a good movie though. and we talked a lot hihi that made me feel better because i hadn't really talk a lot to someone. if Rere, Jojo, Kikim and Fasya were there it'd be really really great :)

oh yeah and then we went to photobooth :)

*romantisan berdua HAHA lol jk.*

school starts on tuesday, urgh i'm too lazy for school.

today~

2009-04-09T13:17:00.002+07:00

today is HOLIDAY (because of the voting day). well i actually don't care about the voting day because it seems that whoever the winner is, he/she doesn't change/affect my life. whatever he/she promises such as "I'll lead Indonesia to be a sucessful country" and stuff. for me those promises are bullshits.

but if those are true then thanks for keeping up ur promises, but still i don't care.

god, i'm desperate for a best friend, it doesn't mean that all my best friends aren't my "best" friends. well they are my best, lovely friends of my life. but now i just need one person, just the two of us. one person who will always be my best friend no matter what people say about me, support me, and who will always there for me.

It's just that i don't trust people easily.

another quiet sunday.

2009-04-05T17:13:00.002+07:00

yesterday i ordered Crayon Shinchan and Buffy season 4 dvds but haven't got it yet :( and well i'm working on my report that due last week lol.

anyway, i don't have anything news on my life. just as the usual..

just writing to keep me update.

OPEN THIS!

omfg.. ed westwick.. what were you doing...

well i just i'm gonna finish my report then. ttyl!

hmm

2009-04-04T21:34:00.003+07:00

anyway this saturday for me wasn't that bad, ive been watching buffy the vampire slayer season 3

haven't finished it yet but you know i personally think that one of the characters in buffy the vamp slayer is hot haha well he "was" hot in 1997-2004 hahah

but in all honesty, no written/played/acted vampire can even compare to those created by Joss Whedon in the Buffyverse. Angel and Spike, the main vampires in the never-ending saga of Buffy (and her eccentric love endeavors with both) are the best vampires I have ever seen .

in my opinion, nowadays vampire movies such as twilight, the vampires aren't that realistic. they admit to the temptation to consume human blood, but never in a million years could it be just a switch to turn off.

in actuality, that isn’t what being a vampire is about at all. It’s about being an animal, just like Spike and Angel are at their vampire best (human worst). Edward Cullen is seen as the ideal man, perfect in everyway.

i don't mean to judge and say bad things about twilight, hey i do love twilight and edward cullen too haha it's just the vampires aren't as hot as in the buffy tv shows.

well i'm not a vampire freak thingy. i do love watching movies/tv shows esp about anything dark you know demon and stuff, i find it pretty interesting for me but i also love watching comedy/romance/drama tv shows/movies. like "How I Met Your Mother" i love watching it, i'm a big freak about HIMYM.

also i'm a big fan of Grey's Anatomy and House and so much more hahah~

oh well you can call me movies/tv shows freak, because i think i am :) haha it keeps me from boredom.

i'm such a freeeeak. lol

(Spike is the blonde one, and Angel is behind him) hot vampires haha.

cute :)

anyway i found this survey randomly , so i guess i'll fill it in then :D

1.Initials:

S.P

2. Name someone with the same birthday as you:

no idea.

3. when was your last kiss?

duh

4. For or against same sex marriage?

i support them.

6. are you bisexual?

nope, i'm hella straight baby hahaha lmao.

7. do you believe in God?

wow hard question, duh i do.

8. how many US states have you been to?

all, well my dreams said so...

9. how many of the US states have you lived in?

all

10. have you ever lived outside the US?

i live outside US

11. name something you like physically about yourself:

my lips

12. name something non physical you like about yourself:

my hm nails?

13. what is the current rumor traveling around about someone?

that he's such a jerk, ohwait he is a jerk.

14. what is your dream car?

anything cool.

15. if you could go anywhere in the world, where would you go?

I'd go anywhere with my friends and my love.

16. have you ever had someone of the opposite sex over at your house while your parents were gone?

yeah, but he was my childhood friend. and he isn't like regular boys.

17. how many concerts have you gone to?

4 i guess

18. do you download music?

yeah and sometimes i buy it.

19. how many illegal things have you done?

i don't knoooow.

20. where would you want to go on a first date?

the cinema, watch some movies and talk,.

21. Would you date the person who posted this:

no, i don't even know the person geez.

22. has anyone ever sang or played for you personally?

nope

23. ever been kissed under fireworks?

nope

24. Do you like president Bush?

nope but don't really care bout politics things

25. have you ever bungee jumped?

nope

27. have you ever crashed a car?

nope

28. has anyone more than 10 years older than you hit on you?

yep but it was okay, no hard feelings.

29. have you met a real redneck?

a what? no i haven't and i don't want to.

30. are you interested in anyone right now?

yes

31. what song are you listening to right now?

none

32. what is your current favorite song?

Fuck You - Lily Allen.

33. what was the last movie you watched?

movie, hmm.. kambing jantan.

34. who was the last person that told you they loved you?

dad and mom, how sweeeet haha

35. where was the last place you went besides your house?

ATM.

36. have you ever seriously vandalized someone elses property?

nope

37. ever hit someone of the opposite sex?

haha yeah.

39. whats the first thing you notice about the opposite sex?

well i'm a girl and the opp sex is a boy , that's the different.

40. what turns you on?

duh

41. what do you usually order from starbucks?

Vanilla Frappucino with Caramel

42. what is one of your sexual fantasies?

omg duuuuuh.

44. tell something totally weird about yourself:

that i am a movies/tv shows freak

45. do you have an i-pod?

yea but i lost it somewhere...

46. has anyone ever said you looked like a celebrity?

yep

47. do you still watch kiddy movies or tv show?

yeah i do, i love watching Crayon Shinchan and Doraemon

48. do you have braces?

nope

49. are you comfortable with your height?

yep

51. when do you know its love?

when he says : " I...."

she : (looking at him) " I .. what?"

he : (nervous and won't look at her) "you know.. i.."

she: "i what? are u trying to say that u wanna go or u wanna..."

he : (suddenly kisses her)

he : i love you

she : (smiles and kisses him again).

52. do you speak any other languages besides English?

yes, indonesian and chinese.

53. what kind of alcohol do you enjoy while out?

mix mac, but too bad i don't drink.

54. what magazines do you read?

Teen Vogue, Cosmogirl, Seventeen.

55. have you ever ridden in a limo?

nope -_-

56. has anyone you were close with passed away?

not yet and i hope there will be none.

58. whats something that really annoys you?

someone pretends to be a someone that he/she isn't and trying to be popular or the hottest boy/girl in school. well for me they're just stupid assholes.

59. what's something you really like?

i love fashion

60. do you like Michael Jackson?

em nope

61. can you dance?

don't think so..but i could learn.

62. have you ever surfed?

no

63. do you know how to pump gas?

actually no i don't know.

64. do you drive?

no but i want to.

65. what was the latest you have ever stayed up?

i watched tv shows.

66. have you ever thought you were honestly going to die?

yeah

67. were you ever rushed by an ambulance into the emergency room?
nopee

68. have you ever been dared to do something you didn't want to do?
yeah

69. What do you think of the person who posted this before you?
that he/she was bored

70. Are you happy?

I'm a happy mess. go figure.

today

2009-04-03T17:36:00.002+07:00

no classes for today ! horaay!

but unfortunately i have nothing to do today and it makes me bored.

hey do you know that Hayden Christensen is SO FREAKIN HOT?

cute cute cute!

haha i bought Crayon Shinchan and Dorameon dvds today hahaha! they'll deliver it tmrrw or sunday i guess hihi horay!

that's all for today, bye bye

Today

2009-03-30T19:59:00.003+07:00

school was okay, i mean it was the first day of school since the term 3 break, so our teachers didn't give us too much homeworks.

well my math & english teachers gave us a homework, my english teacher asked us to make a journal and then he'll be collected it on wednesday. well writing journal, it doesn't seem to be a big deal for me since i write a lot on Livejournal and Blogger. but some of my posts may contain bad words and a teacher is reading my blog/journal it's kinda scary yknow. what if i write something bad about one teacher, will he tell the teacher bout wat i write?

anyway move on,

Oh yeah today i forgot my P.E t-shirts , i ended up working on paper work of fundamental skills of table tennis and i made 5 pages in hm one hour haha good enough i think.

and also i bought Buffy The Vampire Slayer season 1 to 3 at that cheap online dvd store(as i told u in the last post that i found a cheap online dvd store but too bad it's only for Indonesia Area.) i can't wait till the dvd comes then i'm gonna watch it! (duh of course i'm gonna watch it lol) do you know it was only US$8.5 (season 1 to 3) hella cheap right? haha

I want 4th april! because yes it's a day off! yeeeha!

and lastly do u have any advices to tell someone that you don't match with him/her?

i'm desperate about it.

it's sunday

2009-03-29T12:50:00.003+07:00

duh i already published this post but it only appeared the title zzzz

so as i told you, that i found a cheap dvd online shop and it's really cheap. it's only US$1.5 per dvd (Rp 12,500 per dvd) but too bad it's for indonesia area only. i'll buy buffy the vampire slayer season 1 to 3 tomorrow, i don't know if this show is good or not but i think ill give it a try :)

i've been watching House M.D till season 2 but haven't finished yet. this show is a great show haha.

well i'm gonna make some popcorn then watch House M.D season 2 probably i may finish it today since i've got nothing to do lol.

wait before that, i'm taking this one survey haha.

About You

Full Name: Krisanti Permatasari
Age: 15
Brithdate: 1 0ct
Birthplace: jakarta
Current Location: jakarta
Heritage: Indonesian
Religion: Muslim
School: Binus School Serpong
Grade: 10
Tatoos: none
Piercings: ears
Hair Color: black
Eye Color: black
Height: 162
Shoe Size: 41

Favorites

Food: Sushi
Beverage: Iced Tea
Movie: alot
TV Show: How I Met Your Mother
Ice Cream: Chocolate and Cappucino
Restaurant: Sushitei
Sport: Swimming
Hangout Spot: anywhere wit my friends
Book: the virgin suicide

In a Guy/Girl

Eye Color: doesn't matter
Hair Color: doesn't matter
Long or Short: doesn't matter
Height: he must be taller than me.
Personality: outgoing, friendly, funny, kinda jackass.
Hot or Cute: doesn't matter
Age: doesn't matter
Muscular or Skinny: doesn't matter

This or That

Family Guy/South Park: both
Cartman/Kenny: none
Peter/Stewie: none
Pepsi/Coke: coke
Sprite/7-Up: sprite
Mountain Dew/Red Bull: none
School/Church: school
Love/Money: money haha
Homework/Test: h.w
Movie at Home/Movie in Theater: both
Comedy/Romance/Horror: comedy
Pants/Shorts: both
Summer/Winter/Fall/Spring: summer
Christmas/End of the School Year: both
Warm/Cold: cold
Italian/Chinese: chinese

Love Life

First Love: uh when i was in 7th grade
Longest Love: hmm
Person you like now: Jensen A
Do you believe in the one: hmm
Do you believe i love at first sight: noooooooo

First thing that comes to mind

School: aw damn.
Banana: monkey
Apple: red
Red: wine
Winter: cold
Church: religious
TV: shows
Food: sushi
Pop: lady gaga
Cat: scary
Magazine: vogue

Miscellaneous

Bedtime: 10 pm
Bed Size: medium
Have you smoked: hmm hahhahahkz
Have you drank: nope
Been stoned: nope
Last movie you watched: the real pocong
Last song you heard: Jai Ho - pussycat dolls
Last person you talked to: rere
Last thing you said: "i don't know the name of that medicine u need"
Last thing you ate: soup
Why are you taking this survey: bored

buhbyyeeee.

don't know why but it hurts so bad

2009-03-28T19:43:00.002+07:00

do not ever fall in love with a guy by only looking how handsome is he.

it's 100% a fatal mistake.

talk to him, ask him million questions about him, know him so well then if u're pretty sure that he's right for you, go kiss him and be a couple.

love stinks

Yesterday

2009-03-28T12:46:00.006+07:00

it was fun, i had a really great time with my best friends. yesterday i went out with Rere, Fasya and Jojo. we went for karaoke. it was fun haha we sang like really really loud and crazy.

and after that we went to Ohlala Cafe to catch up with Kim/Kikim.

but rere told me an unbelievable news. it wasn't a trash gossip, it was a fact!! geez i can't believe that i fell in love with this guy -___-

so anyway move on.

too bad today i can't make it to Dee's place, my mom won't allow me. and great it's raining again.

new

2009-03-28T12:23:00.000+07:00

i really love my livejournal, but i think it's time for a change :)